Unfair?

Right now I'm pissed.

I can't help thinking why the world is cruel. We moved here for a better future, not for a worse situation. I mean, it's my father. He works hard, harder than his siblings can ever do. He comes home at 11:30 in the night and goes to work early in the morning, whereas the others get to stay at home and go to work if they want to. Where's the justice in that?

The other thing is, our grandparents never seem to appreciate his efforts. Then a jealous husband of one of his siblings is on to wreck havock-who knew such monstrosity could exist!

If only we could go to a place where we would remain unbothered, happy and contented. The fact is that we still don't have enough money to be able to get out of here, but surely in time we would be free (haha, so dramatic).

Summer's boring. Period.

Boredom

I never realized that summer can be boring. There's nothing to do, my friend's out on a vacation, and...well, not everybody's free to play. But then, you don't certainly get everything in life, you know.

But still. I've got my most favorite time of the year with nothing to do.

RAAAAGH!

Well, gotta go. ^^

Outing at last!!!

With the exams and school year done, our class is going to have an outing tomorrow to celebrate! I am soooo excited! =3

Every day I'm going to play and have fun! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Gotta go! I have to make those drawings for my classmates now. T_T Cheerio!

Whoa.

Now it's REALLY the last day. There's so many things to do! T_T And I am apologizing to him! Wish me luck!

Ah, and what do you do when someone tells you he has a crush on you but you don't like him back? Big dilemma here, I'm dying.

Cheerio!

End of exams, end of school year '06-'07!!!

At last!!! Just two more subjects and it's freedom! Hooray!!!

I'm spending my few minutes of happiness posting here to keep you up with the course of events in my life. After all, there's nothing left to do and I'm done studying for tomorrow...wahahaha.

What to tell, anyway? Well, I'm planning to paint my nails black this summer and take up some guitar lessons. Wait, my parents didn't approve of the nail polish thing...their loss.

So now there's nothing to do! Though I do have a lot of pending drawings to finish for my friends...ragh...and I'm going to spend all most every bit of my summer playing! Weeee!!! I love freedom! No homework, quizzes, recitation for at least 2 months!!!

Then it's back to school again, har har. T_T

I'm going to apologize to my ex-crush, by the way. Don't want to spend the summer with regrets and hate...I guess I was just jealous...*sigh*

Must complain!!!

I was less Jedi-ish over the last few days. I mean, who's a teenager being stuffed with tons of homework, exams, and projects at the same time?!!! Even Obi-Wan would go nuts because of this (which I highly doubt...he's a calm guy anyway, just like Hotaru Imai XD)!

So right now I am on the edge of exploding with the secret urge to stuff everything into my teacher's mouth. I mean right NOW. I need to breathe, to know that I am free like a bird!

WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
-that did NOT help at all >_>;-

So anyway, how'd today go? Besides the homework and other burden, I've learned something new:

1. Don't ever go for rescess without making sure of the schedule for club picture taking.

2. Never ever sit somewhere too cold without a jacket or anything warm.

3. Never ever sit with someone you greatly despise. If forced to sit there, sock your teacher in the mouth.

4. Never trust a busdriver to give you the proper change.

5. Never idolize a gay teacher.

6. And lastly: Never crush on a teacher, especially if you don't know his/her status (might be married. It hurts T_T).

Well, gotta go now. I still have to eat dinner because I skipped lunch just to do the stupid porject. Cheerio! ^_^

Emo Jedi? O_O

If only I could use the force. Wouldn't it be really cool? I can just get my stuff without getting up and push away an annoying person who keeps on dancing in the front or the side (ANYWHERE) of the class, mind trick my teachers (mwahahahaha!!!) and read my crush's (or in this case, EX- crush's) mind. Life would be so easy, save the exams and homework.
But I DON'T have the force. T_T I'm only an ordinary kid who's always hoping for something unusual -FUN- to happen. And if I did have the force, I would have met Luke and he would have brought me to the Jedi Academy, where I would be trained to be a true Jedi. This sucks! X_X

So to fill my past time...you can't blame me for this, but I've resorted to swinging plastic lightsabres you buy in stores, flying miniature plastic starships around my room and controlling hundreds of miniature plastic clone and storm troopers. I even have some Jedi and Sith figurines! :-D

And it's tough being a teenager. Ask my friends, they'd understand.

You: Is Rieko always having a bad time?
Random friend: Yes, I think so, sometimes just because she feels like going emo.
You: Emo? For what reason?
Random friend: I'm not really sure; she doesn't really tell much (but talks a lot XD).

What, never heard of an Emo Jedi? Sounds cool! ^_^

I guess I'll tell you one of the reasons why. You see, there's this guy I've been crushing on hardcore before...YES BEFORE. I don't like him anymore, so if any of you reads this and assume that it's ****** you're going down.

Like you know who anyway, heheheh.

So anyway, this guy was another bad fruit. He was a miserable faggot...er, what I meant to say was, an ugly, pimpy git (Thank god he doesn't have a friendster account). He's smart though (but not too smart), and likes the same things I like. But that's no excuse anymore; Like I've said earlier, I've ditched him.

Bad traits of git:-treats others as scum
-always bragging about new book
-smells any book (which is like...whoa.)
-annoying laugh-death stare (Don't ask.)
-pimp (can beat the world record of having too many crushes)

So there. I've got good reason to ditch him, right? Anyway I just knew it wouldn't work out. We were TOO much the same. There'd be plenty of arguements. Besides, I love only one person and I'm not telling who it is (The hell it's NOT Obi-Wan, I'm not that desperate)!
Here's another reason why I'm considering Emo path. I've moved to a new school for my High school. I was moved from a place I've considered home for such a long time to another at the other side of the country. It just sucks man. Now it's too hard to even communicate with my friends, geezers. I'm never going to meet anybody else like them. I miss our old laughs and jokes; I miss everything! T_T

The third reason. There's this sadistic b*st*rd who's in my class. He's a fooking idiot (I'm not allowed to use profanity here, am I?). I try my best to just imagine he doesn't exist, but you know it's hard to concentrate when someone's bugging you. He's doing so now.

Me: Gawds just lay off for once!
Him: Hahaha, I'll tell Ma'am you're using friendster! :P
Me: You're using friendster too, you prat, almost everybody is!
Him: And so? She wouldn't believe you! I'll tell her tomorrow and you might just forget!
Me: You're an abusive twit, aren't you? *grabs at his shirt* *whispers* If you DARE tell her that I'm using friendster you'll get everybody in trouble and besides, I'll tell her you've been going to a pornographic site too! Then everybody will know what a perverted jerk you are!
Him: F-fine. It's a deal then. *scurries back to his seat*

Problem solved...at least for today.

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